Tuesday, July 15, 2003

had one damn long day today....a full 13 hours..........i ended the day feeeling exhausted......throat sore.....and my knees cried for mercy....hahahaha
But I had fun.....that's the perk of teaching for me at least......the work can drive you nuts but when it comes to end of the day, you kinda have this uplifting feeling because you spent the whole day imparting knowledge.....

Aw....i'm getting sentimental here......got home at 815 today got a call from my superior that I need to burn A SONG in a CD..........pending that i do not have a burner,i had to search for the song and asked around for those who got cd-writer.

Asked the guys in satellites....got ridiculed and I could sense some reluctance in them....i knew its wasteful to just burn a song onto a cd....but i'm willing to pay...hey i have computer knowledge too.....i can't say for my HOD. maybe they have just forgotten......oh well...human do ere.

I had to really ask around when i got hold of irhas who readily offered his assistance. Moments after that mang did offered but i was kinda stoked by then. To make the story short, i got the CD...ONCE AGAIN IRHAS....I THANK YOU FOR THAT On my way to his house I did think back on how we have treated Irhas when he was around......we ridiculed him...well some say he deserved to be ridiculed for being that way. WELL, ITS HIS WAY maybe thats how he is I would not have known..could they have?....hey I too am guilty..for that i felt ashamed of myself......

It got me thinking if we can't accept the way he is....then it really defeats the purpose of friendship....and "jock mentality" comes across..........I did think to myself.....if i were to be ridiculed of for how the way I am...then for what have I got to say.......about true friends. It saddens me that we are dwindling in numbers. Did asked rahmat on his opinion on .....if it is in own hands that we have made our circle of brotherhood dwindle........I am still wondering. help me out yah....???

Well maybe it's just me......sometimes i do feel that i'm next in line to be pushed out of the loop......as much as I would NOT want to be in that situation...things in the future i cannot forsee.....I know it works two ways.....i'll try my best....maybe i'm just not 'cool'...oh well...too much of these makes me feel moody....that i do not like........think i'll stop here.


|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 9:38 AM|

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